I just want a place where I can say it all. A place where I can be uninhibited in all the ways I'm not anywhere else. I'm 18. I live in, love in, breathe in Puerto Rico. I am a human of the female variety, and really, what else matters?
Don't expect sweet nothings from me, not here. You won't find them. Here I will allow myself to be blunt and harsh and sexual, honest and raw in ways that would otherwise be judged. Here, I will be free.
We’ve been so angry at each other lately. A little while ago, it was just the two of us. I made us sandwiches, we sat down, and I realized I was nervous for it to be just us. What happened? I used to be a daddy’s girl through and through. You were my idol. While you were getting something to drink, I was planning how to tell you all the things I wanted to tell you, show you all the things I’ve done lately, and do it quick enough so I wouldn’t lose your attention. I made it through two before you finished your sandwich and left. I love you dad.
A couple days in a row now. Please don’t let me be pregnant. Fuck. I never learn.
If there’s one thing that we see rarely — if at all — in porn, it’s laughter. What strikes me about most pornography is that it’s always so deadly serious. A nervous giggle is permissible in a few instances (such as those ghastly “casting couch” videos that are evidently ubiquitous, in which “innocent newcomers” are interviewed and then fucked for the first time on camera.) But laughter during sex, a shared joyful recognition that getting naked and sweaty and contorted is frequently hilarious? Nope. For too many, porn reinforces the obligation to perform, which creates anxiety, which creates in turn a deathly humorlessness.
Hugo Schwyzer (Some laughter with the lovemaking, please: on porn, performance, and deadly seriousness)(via sexisnottheenemy)
from sex is not the enemy
exactly this. nothing else to say.
(via sigmundfreudanalyzethis-deactiv)
from I can't stop drinking about youI’m tired, freezing, and I don’t know what the fuck I should do, considering the fact that he is currently passed out beside me and I can’t get any response out of him.
Surprisingly, it was my dad who said I should stay here,Maybe this whole teenage rebellion thing does actually serve a purpose.
My cheeks are adorably red, my hair is curly and wavy (and a little dirty, but … Positivity.) , I had a pretty hilarious time at the beach today (I’ll have to write about that later…), and dad didn’t even yell at me, even though he told me very clearly I was to report home at 11 after going to school.
Now all I need are a blanket and a pillow….wake up Francisco! Asdgfjgkhl